GothicHeart9

Look inside
Look inside your tiny mind
Now look a bit harder
Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired of all the hatred you harbor

So you say
It's not okay to be gay
Well I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who can't tie my laces
Your point of view is medieval

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Do you get
Do you get a little kick out of being slow minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval you're after
Well that's not how you find it

Do you
Do you really enjoy living a life that's so hateful?
Cause there's a hole where your soul should be
Your losing control of it and it's really distasteful

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate and it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you,
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you,
Fuck you

You say, you think we need to go to war
Well you're already in one,
Cause its people like you
That need to get slew
No one wants your opinion

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate and it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you

I tried running away again...

Is it possible that the more I get called "Beautiful" "sexy" "gorgeous" "hot" The less I believe it? I look in the mirror, see a girl, who's a bit pudgy, can't smile, and fashion challenged. Idk...I have no positive thoughts about myself. Except for my eyes...I like my red/brown eyes...

ANOREXIA
[ ] you have dry skin.
[X] you eat 1 meal. (Sometimes)
[X] you're very weak.
[X ] you hate your body.
[ X] you starve yourself.
[ X] you have low self esteem.
[  ] you use laxatives.
[X] you need to be more skinny.
[ X] people always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[ X] people think you are too skinny.
Total: 8

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)
[X] your mind is all over the place.
[X ] you are hyper most of the time.
[X] you barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[X] you seem to never sit still.
[X] you talk all the time.
[  ] you need attention
Total: 5

BIPOLAR DISORDER
[X] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[X] you are very irritable.
[X] you barely get any or no sleep.
[X] you are anti-social.
[X] you have very high self esteem at times.
[X] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[X] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
Total: 7

BULIMA NERVOSA
[  ] you throw up all of your food.
[  ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[  ] you have no control over how you eat.
[  ] you use laxatives.
[  ] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[X] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[X] people think you are way too skinny.
Total: 2

CONDUCT DISORDER
[  ] you are a bully.
[  ] you threaten other people.
[  ] you often find yourself in fights.
[  ] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[  ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[  ] you have raped/molested someone.
[  ] you destroy property on purpose.
[  ] you always lie.
[  ] you stay out all night.
[  ] you have ran away from home.
Total: 0

DEPRESSION
[X] you are always sad.
[X] you find no hope in your future.
[X] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love
[X] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[X] you can be/are anti-social.
[X] you have low self esteem.
[X] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[X] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[X] you are failing school.
[X] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[  ] you have ran away from home.
[X] hope is no longer there for you. (Most Of The Times)
Total: 11

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)
[X] you have daily rituals.
[X] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[X] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[X] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[X] you have harmed yourself.
[  ] you are afraid you will get an STD, AIDS, or any kind of germs.
[X]you have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 6

PTSD (POST-STRTRAUMATIC ESS DISORDER)
[X] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[X] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[X] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[X] you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
[X] you can be/are anti-social.
[X]you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[X] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[X] you worry about dying at an early age or dying at all.
[X] you can have angry outbursts.
[ ] you act younger than your age.
Total: 9

SCHIZOPHRENIA
[X] you often have hallucinations (seeing things or hearing things that aren't there).
[X] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[X] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[X] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[X] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[X] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[  ] you do not take of your hygiene like you should.  
[X] you are very shy.
[X] you often talk to yourself.
Total:8

Anorexia: 8
ADHD: 5
Bipolar disorder: 7
Bulima: 2
Conduct disorder: 0
Depression: 11
OCD: 6
PTSD: 9
Schizophrenia: 8

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